The Art of Surrender

Never want to lose myself - I only want to choose whatever I want. Therefore, I fought with everything that tried to stop me to have my own choice.


I always fought with God - even I stood in front of HIM.

Never stop the fighting until I felt extremely tried and bored for everything, including living in this body.

"Why live?" The moment I asked.
"Love" This was the answer but I didn't understand.

What is love? Who really know about love?
I stopped to fight but chased for the answer.

Love maybe a kiss, maybe a hug, a word, a person...
but they are not everlasting; in other words, everything is perishable...
but TRUTH is imperishable.

Only Truth never tell lies, never play tricks on me; always TRUE!

Listen to the truth - this is the only reason for staying satsang everyday. Every inspired click from the satsang becomes the instructions of living. When the moment to stay with Swamiji in HIS physical presence, HE becomes formless -

HIS body is nothing; but 
the source of life creates the illusion for HIS leela.

God is love - Life is imperishable
Like salt dissolves into water, no more salt but it is there - it become a taste of the water.