8.31.2014

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] Four of Cups 聖杯四


Today Tarot's Reading: 
When you are hesitating, 
it is a sign that all these choices are not what you want 
but you should ask yourself what your REALLY need / want is; 
then all the hesitating will be gone 
and you will be very sure what you should do 
for your dream in reality. 

今天塔羅亮點:
當你猶豫,
這是一個提示——現在的選擇都不是你想要的
而你應該問問自己真正需要/想要的是甚麼;
然後所有猶豫都會消失,
你就會很肯定你應該做甚麼
來讓你的夢想成真。

8.30.2014

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] Knight of Cups 聖杯騎士


Today Tarot's Click:
Don't worry what you bother now,
because it is just a part of your illusion,
Not the big picture of the whole reality

今天塔羅亮點:
毋須為現在你所困擾的而擔憂,
因為那不過是你幻覺的一部份而已,
而不是整個事情的全部。

8.29.2014

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] Seven of Swords 寶劍七


Today Tartot's Reading: 
searching tons of information 
for settling down the insecurity of the inner space.  
It is not important for any information you get, 
but how you perceive it 
that is the key you have the breakthrough.

今天塔羅亮點:
找尋許許多多的資料
來安頓內在的不安全感
得到甚麼資料也不重要,
反而是你如何領悟它
正是你突破的關鍵。

8.28.2014

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] Knight of Sword 寶劍騎士


Today Tarot's Click:
Change the mind by the situations
that does not mean "smart",
but you lost your standing point in your life.

今天塔羅亮點:
因應環境而改變想法
那不代表是「聰明」,
卻是你在你生命中失去了你的落腳點。

8.27.2014

[Life Story] Miraculous Experience for Losing Cat

Miss L
I always open the door in the morning to let fresh air come inside my home.  Both of my cats, Miss L and Miss R are nice at home, not willing to go out much.  Sometimes I use a card board to block the door, but yesterday I did not.  I even did not check my cats before I went out.  I was outside for a whole afternoon, and back home in the evening.  Miss R kept moving around me but I did not pay any attention until I found Miss L did not come to ask for dinner at 6 something, almost 7, I started to find her.  She was not at home, and it was supposed that she left home this morning when I opened the door and had not come back yet! 

At the beginning, I was not sure if Miss L was missing, so I prepared dinner for Miss R so that the food could attract Miss L's attention.  However, Miss L had not come out, so I was very sure that she should not be here.  The first thing I did was, I talked to Swamiji's doll, "Swamiji, please bring Miss L back."
Swamiji,請你帶凜凜回來吧。

Then, I started to decide how to find Miss L.  She might left few hours till that moment.  The most troublesome was someone might bring her away from the building I lived.  Therefore, I first left a message on Facebook, and also shared on the page of the society I lived - I did hope the power of internet help to find Miss L back soon.

I went outside to find her.  Until found everywhere of 3 floors, I thought it was not a good idea.  I believed Miss L was nearby but afraid that she fell down from the building (as I lived on 29th floor), so I went downstairs to ask the security if they had any information.  There was no news at all, so after checking around outside the building, I came home and informed my friends who also lived in the same building to see any other things I could do.  They suggested to make some notices for finding cat and posted them at the lobby of every floor, so the neighbors could pay attention of it.  It was late night already, so I decided to post the notices on the next day.

忍忍正在等凜凜回來

Miss R was restless that night.  She moved around me, meow around, and sometimes laid by a side.  She had never been apart from Miss L.  She walked to Swamiji's doll, touched HIM by her head, then meow to me.  I told her, "Tell Swamiji what you want.  HE will listen to you."  Miss R wanted me hug her all night long and I told her, "we create a space that Miss L will be back tomorrow.  Tomorrow when we get up, she will be back!  We should believe that it is POSSIBLE."

I was not worried about losing of Miss L.  I was peaceful.  What I should do, I kept to complete.  I realized that I would leave all my tasks and just go out for finding Miss L if it is the past me.  But now, I had another idea: the outside world is too big and it is meaningless for aimless running outside, but sit and think what the next step I should do so I will not waste any time or energy.

臉書上的留言
Last night, I worked till mid-night.  Sometimes I open the door to check if Miss L came back, and I also put some cat food at the door if Miss L would smell the food and recognized the way to home.   Meanwhile, I found Swamiji read and gave a LIKE on my message.

For this message, I especially wrote a sentence: Swamiji... please bring her back to Camus... :(
HE says every LIKE HE given is a blessing, just keep going on the task, then it will become the reality - everything is possible, that the logic by human brain cannot explain.

I finished all the task, then slept.  I wished Miss L appeared at the door on the next day.  Before bed, I told Swamiji again, "Swamiji, please play a magic... please give me a miracle: bring Miss L back to me."

The next morning, I got up as usual, opened the door and found the cat food was still, so I gave it to Miss R as her breakfast, then I started my day.  I was not too upset.  I thought: even if Miss L was not back, my life should be going on - but I still believe, she would be back that I had no doubt, because only here, Miss L could stay with Swamiji - she loves to have satsang everyday and Swamiji loves her.  She should be back and Swamiji must bring her back. 

I had mediation in the early morning, then told Swamiji with a relax smile, "Swamiji, please bring Miss L back to me!" Then I watched satsang, and had a planning that after morning satsang, I  printed the notice for finding Miss L which was done last night - continued the action for finding Miss L.

When I was watching satsang, a security came to my home to ask about Miss L.  She said there was a little cat she saw yesterday.  I showed Miss R to her and she said the cat she saw was not so big, so it should not be Miss L.  I told her if my cat might go upstairs rooftop where was locked so I could not reach.  She promised she would go for a look for me later.

After a while, another security came and asked.  She said she settled an incident yesterday: there was a cat trapped at the gate.  Firemen came to save it.  The security was also a cat lover, so she kept the cat at the rooftop but the cat came down again itself and stayed at a door for waiting home (but that door was not my home), finally it disappeared.

The security showed me a photo and I recognized it is Miss L.  The security said there was a Rudurksha on its neck, just like the one I had, so I was very sure that is Miss L!  The security suggested me to go every flat on the floor I lived to check someone might bring my cat home.

I went out at once.  The first door I knocked, no responded; the next door was opened, but no one responded when I asked outside.  Suddenly I got a click: "Now go to the door which is the security mentioned; Miss L is there."  I asked myself, "Miss L was there yesterday afternoon.  Is she still here now?"  Although I had this question, I still went there directly by my intuition.

Knocked the door but no responded.  I thought the neighbor should be out for work.  When I decided to leave, I heard the meow sound.  So I knocked the door again, the meow sound came again!  "Is Miss L really inside?" I wondered and kept knocking and shouted her name, then I found the meow sound was not from another side of the door, but very nearby - I found Miss L was trapping at the gate but the cloth of the gate covered her so I could not see her.

Got her finally!  I tried to save her from the gate.  She was not too frightened but not dare to move.  I encourage her to climb up the gate and jumped down there.  I also push her to help her climb up and finally Miss L came out the trap successfully!  I held her and she stayed, not dare to move.  I told her, "Don't worry! We go home now!"  Just back home, Miss L meow for Miss R ran out from the wardrobe at once.  They comforted each other...

After total 24 hours, losing Miss L was back peacefully by effort and miracle, happy end!



凜凜回來了!大團圓!

[生活點滴] 失貓奇遇記

凜凜
  早上起來會把大門打開,讓家裡的空氣流動一下。家裡的貓兒倆——凜凜和忍忍都很乖,不太會出去,有時我也會用紙板擋一下,但昨天沒有這樣做,而且出門時沒有檢查貓兒在不在家,一個下午都在外面,回來已近黃昏;忍忍不停圍著我團團轉,又在喊叫……我也不以為已,直到六時多差不多七時,發現最貪吃的凜凜還沒有出現要我做晚餐,我就覺得奇怪了,在家找了一圈,想起回家後一直沒有見過她,就知道她一定是出去了,沒有回來!

  初起我還沒有確定凜凜是否仍然在家,於是給忍忍吃晚餐,試圖用食物吸引凜凜,可是一直也沒有見過她,就肯定她不在家了。第一件事,我是向著大師的布娃娃說:「Swamiji,請你帶凜凜回來吧。」

Swamiji,請你帶凜凜回來吧。
  然後,我開始想想如何把凜凜找回來。今早到現在,已經十多個小時了,最怕是有人把她帶離我居住的大廈,那麼就很難把她找回來了。於是,我首先在臉書留言,又留在我社區的臉書專頁上,希望利用網絡的力量盡快把她找回來。

  我又出去走了一圈,逐層逐巷去找,找了三層,發現這不是辦法,總覺得凜凜不會走得很遠的,心裡又怕她會不小心從高處墮下(因為我住二十九樓的),就往樓下保安問一下。保安那邊沒有消息,在大廈外圍走了一圈也沒有甚麼發現,於是又回家,通知了同住一幢大廈的朋友,看看有甚麼方法。他們建議做張尋貓啟示,逐層貼在電梯大堂,讓鄰居都留意一下。那時已經很晚,於是決定明早才把告示貼大堂。

忍忍正在等凜凜回來

  那天晚上,忍忍很不安。她不停圍著我,又在叫,有時又躺在一旁。出世以來,她從未跟凜凜分開過。她走近Swamiji的娃娃,用頭去擦他,然後向我喵喵叫。我跟他說:「你有甚麼就告訴 Swamiji 吧,他會聆聽你的。」忍忍整晚都要我抱著,我跟她說:「我們要一起想著凜凜明天回來,明天一睡醒,她就會回來了!我們要相信,這是有可能的。」

  我沒有因為凜凜失蹤而有半點擔憂,心情很平靜;要做的事情,我繼續如常去完成。我也覺得,要是以前的我,一定會把手上的所有工作放下來,全心全意去把凜凜找回來。這次我卻有個想法:世界那麼大,這樣漫無目的跑出去找是沒法子的,不如坐下來好好地想應該怎樣做,不要浪費時間和精力。

臉書上的留言  昨晚,我工作至半夜,有時候會開開大門,看看會不會凜凜跑了回來,又放了些貓糧在門口,希望凜凜會嗅到食物的味道而認出回家的路。期間,我發現在臉書上的留言,Swamiji有讀過,讚了好。

這個留言,我特別寫了一句:「Swamiji... please bring her back to Camus... :(」他說過,在臉書上讚好就是一個祝福,那事情堅持下去就會成為事實——甚麼事情也有可能的,那是人類腦袋的邏輯所不能解釋的。

  我完成了工作,就去睡了。我盼望著凜凜明天就在門口出現。臨睡前,我又跟Swamiji 說:「Swamiji,請你給一個奇蹟,就給一個奇蹟,把凜凜帶回來。」

  翌日早上,我如常起來,開了大門,發現貓糧沒吃過,就拿回屋裡給忍忍吃,自己又開始一天的工作。我沒有很大的失落。我想:即便凜凜沒有回來,生活還是要繼續的——但我相信,她是會回來的,我沒有懷疑,因為只有回來這裡,凜凜才可以留在Swamiji身邊——她最愛聽早課的,Swamiji 也很喜歡她,她一定會回來,而Swamiji 也一定會帶她回來。

  我一早做了靜心,然後跟Swamiji 輕鬆地笑說:「Swamiji,要帶凜凜回來啊!」然後就去看早課,預計早課後就把昨晚做好了的尋貓告示打印出來,繼續尋找凜凜的行動。

  正在看早課的時候,有個保安員來,問我失貓的事。她說她昨天見到一頭貓,但很細小的,我給她看了看忍忍,她就說沒有那麼大,應該不是。我說不知道我家貓兒會不會去了天台躲起來,因為門鎖了,我沒法進去,她答應我一會兒去走一趟。

  又過了一會兒,另一個保安員又來問我,她說昨天她處理過一件事:有頭貓被困在下層一家閘門中,於是要找消防員來救她。這位保安員也是愛貓之人,於是待貓救出來後就暫時收留了她。原本她想讓貓留在天台,但貓兒自己跑了下來,站在一家門前(不是我家)等待,後來就不見了。

  保安員給我看相片,證實是凜凜,而且保安員說這貓兒頸上也帶有一顆跟我一樣的Rudruksha,於是我很肯定這一定是凜凜了!保安員建議我不如逐家逐戶去問問,應該是有人家把她收留了。

  我馬上出去,敲了一家門,沒應門;另一家人門打開了,但我在門外喊了幾聲也沒有人來。我忽然有個想法:「馬上去保安員提過的那家去,凜凜就在那裡。」我也問自己:「已經經常一整晚了,凜凜還在哪裡嗎?」雖然有這個疑問,但我還是憑直覺去了保安員跟我提過的那家人去敲門。

  敲了幾下,沒人應門,大概是出外上班了。正打算離開時,我隱約聽到貓叫聲。於是我再敲門,貓叫聲又來了!我心想:「凜凜真的在裡面嗎?」於是我一邊敲門,一邊喊「凜凜」,我發現貓叫聲不在門後面傳來的,很接近我的——我發現凜凜就困在閘門,被門上掛著的擋布遮閉著,所以我沒有看到她。

  終於找到她了!我試著從閘裡救她出來,她不是很驚慌,但不敢亂動。我鼓勵她爬上閘門頂部跳出來,又用力推她上去,花了九牛二虎之力,凜凜終於成功擺脫了出來!我抱著她,她不敢亂動,我跟她說:「現在我們回家了!不用再怕了!」一回家,凜凜就叫忍忍,原來躲了起來的忍忍立即跑出來,互相安慰……

  過了整整二十四小時,失貓凜凜在奇蹟與努力下平安回來,大團圓結局!

凜凜回來了!大團圓!

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] Four of Swords 寶劍四


Today Tarot's Click: 
After Completion, 
enjoy the peaceful moment with your inner most self.

今天塔羅亮點:
圓滿以後,
與你最深層內的自己一起享受這和平的時刻

8.25.2014

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] Three of Cups 聖杯三


Today Tarot's Click: 
emotional fulfilled 
that you can have the confidence 
to move on what you want to be in your reality.

今天塔羅亮點:
情緒中滿足了
它給予你信心
在你現實之中去繼續你想要的


8.24.2014

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] 20 Judgement 審判


Today Tarot's Reading:
The horn had been blown 
and it is time to have the ultimate transformation - 
no one can be escape from the Lord of Time! 

Only you can choose: 
raise to the next stage in the space of completion; 
or fall into the black hole of incompletion.

今天塔羅亮點:
號角已吹起
而是時候進行終極的蛻變——
沒有一個可以逃出時間的主宰!

你只能選擇:
在圓滿之中提升至另一個層次;
或墮進不圓滿的深穴裡去。

8.21.2014

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] Seven of Swords 寶劍七


Today Tarot's Reading:
Probing something in your life which is unknown for you
You are not emotional but insecure for everything
When you want to seek for a swimming seat in the ocean of life,
you will find nothing is called as "swimming seat" in the dictionary of LIFE.

今天塔羅亮點:
在你生命中試探你未知的事情
你不是情緒起伏,而是覺得所有事都沒有保障
當你想在生命的汪洋中找到一個水泡
你會發現原來「生命」的字典裡並沒有水泡這個字。

8.19.2014

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] Nine of Wands 權杖九


Today Tarot's Reading:
You will face a challenge that make you nervous...
When you are waiting for you "enemy",
spend some time to think about - why should I in opposition?

今天塔羅亮點:
你需要面對一個挑戰,它會令你緊張起來……
當你正在等待你的「敵人」時,
用點時間想想——為甚麼我在敵方?

8.18.2014

[18 August 2014] Daily 1 Click 每日一亮點


Advaitha is not a goal.
From the context of Advaitha only you will even start practicing love.
There is a big shift.
Practicing love and becoming Advaitha means,
just you will see,
I am there and Mahadeva is there and I love him,
and all that.
No! I am He, He is me,
His reflection is this, and this reflection is that;
because of that, both love each other.
Even the word “both” is wrong.
Because You is me, Me is you,
You Me has become You-Me.
You is Me, Me is You, the You-Me Me-You.
What you call “You-Me Me-You” experience only is love.
Understand,
love itself should be from the context of Advaitha.

From morning satsang by PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA
Thursday, 10 April 2014 – “ADVAITHA IS NOT RETIREMENT INSURANCE"



非二元並不是目標。
從非二元的境況裡,你只不過甚至是開始實踐愛而已。
這是一個很大的轉移。
實踐愛,並趨向非二元,意思是,
你只會看到,
我在這裡,而Mahadava(偉大的神)也在這裡,而我愛他,
就是這樣。
不!我是他,他是我,
他的反映就是這樣,而這個反映就是那個;
因為這樣,彼此都愛對方。
即使是「彼此」這個字都是錯的。
因為你就是我,我就是你,
你是我,我是你,就是你我—我你。
你所稱這個「你我—我你」的經歷就是愛。
要明白,
愛本身應該是在非二元的境況裡的。

來自尼希亞南達 (PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA) 早課
2014年4月10日(星期四)——「非二元不是退休保險」

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] Eight of Wands 權杖八






Today Tarot's Reading:
Patterns have been broken -
you have a breakthrough!
Go ahead to what you want NOW!

今天塔羅亮點:
模式被打破了——
你有一個突破!
現在就奔向你所想要的那個吧!

8.17.2014

[17 August 2014] Daily 1 Click 每日一亮點


KRISHNA! How can he be defined?
Neither he can be defined nor he can be praised!
I don’t even think he can be understood!
He is the one being who happened on the Planet Earth
who will never be understood by anybody,
who happens on the Planet Earth forever!
Not only till now no being can understand him,
I am sure,
forever no being who happens on the Planet Earth may be able to understand him!

We can neither understand him nor define him or praise him.
How can you glorify Glory itself?
We can only celebrate him.
Let us celebrate the day of his happening,
the day he happened in the space where we are all happening.

MORNING SATSANGH BY PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA
BIDADI, SUNDAY, 17 AUGUST 2014, SHRI KRISHNA JANMASHTAMI DAY

KRISHNA!如何定義他是怎樣的?
他既不可能被定義,也不可能被讚頌!
我甚至認為他不會被理解的!
他是在這個地球上一個
永遠不會被理解的個體,
而他是前無古人、後無來者的!
他不但到現在也未能被理解,
我肯定在這世上沒有人能夠理解他!

我們無法理解他,定義他或讚頌他。
我們如何頌揚榮耀本身呢?
我們只能為他慶祝。
讓我們來慶祝他出現的這一天,
就是這個他出現在我們全都出現同一空間的日子。

來自尼希亞南達 (PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA) 早課
2014年8月17日(星期日)SHRI KRISHNA JANMASHTAMI 日(KRISHNA 誕生日)於BIDADI

8.16.2014

[16 August 2014] Daily 1 Click 每日一亮點



Advaitha should become your life trend, thinking style.
If you have problem to achieve some goal,
Advaitha should be the thought-trend through which you achieve it.
Advaitha is not the goal through some means you will achieve it.
Advaitha is the source through which you will achieve all other goals.

From morning satsang by PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA
Thursday, 24 July 2014 – “ADVAITHA – EVERYTHING OF EVERYTHING OF EVERYTHING"

非二元應該成為你生活潮流、思想態度。
如果你成就一些目標時有問題,
非二元就是其思潮,透過你去成就它。
非二元並不是目標,透過一些手段,你來成就它。
非二元是根源,透過你去成就所有其他目標。

來自尼希亞南達 (PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA) 早課
2014年7月24日(星期四)——「非二元——每件事的每件事的每件事」

[15 August 2014] Daily 1 Click 每日一亮點


Desperation is like a thief at the wedding that runs away the moment you ask, 
"Who are you? Why are you here?"

Your mind is thinking your consciousness is suffering; 
your consciousness thinks your mind is suffering 
and this guy is playing in the grey area.

Desperation is the emotion 
that will disappear 
the moment you ask who and why.

From morning satsang by PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA
Friday, 15 August 2014



絕望就像一個婚宴裡的小偷
當你問:「你是誰?為什麼你在裡?」
他就會逃走。

你的思想以為你的意識正在受苦;
你的意識以為你的思想正在受苦;
而這傢伙就在這灰色地帶玩把戲。

絕望是情緒
在你問他是誰和為什麼時
就會消失。

來自尼希亞南達 (PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA) 早課
2014年8月15日(星期五)

8.14.2014

[Camus in India] What is eN-Genius?

Flyer of eN-Genius

I wanted to volunteer in eN-Genius and made it happened in July.  Only experience in the program, then I could understand what the REALILY of the program is.  This is the ONLY reason I went there without doubt – kids are our future.  It is believed that they become successful leaders of the world if they have wonderful inspired golden childhoods – same purpose for the programs under the guidance of Sri Nithyananda Swamiji, the well-known living enlightened master in India and HIS Gurukul (school in Swamiji’s Bidadi ashram) kids are the most intelligent kids I had ever seen!

eN-Genius is a 21 days program for kids, including yoga, kyrias, meditation, chanting, knowledge of life and art & craft.  It should be a valuable experience rather than a program for learning knowledge, because every moment during the program is also the “lesson” for the kids to understand:

-          Who am I?
-          Where am I?
-          Why am I?
-          How to be the one I think I am?

The Space of kid is completed and beautiful, especially the young aged.  The incompletion started when they have languages, and the concept of “me”, so some elder kids may find their difficulties during the program.  However, it is easy to complete when they realize what issues happen on them, because they do not have so much resistance but what they really want is others’ listening.

Listening can gain their attention; the space of Advaitha provides their listening; Love build up the connection.  Their cognition will be shifted just by high level of listening which cannot be explained by human’s logic.  In the program, kids are working on their discoveries in their innermost space, but showing their successes on words and behaviors spontaneously.

Having Art session

Learning from the teaching is still happening there but it is not the main purpose of the program – How huge and deep can kids learn about the ocean of knowledge in 21 days? But they will discover, or I use the word “experience” – experience what LIFE is and realize who they really are.  Issues or problems or incompletions on their body and mind come out directly for their breakthroughs on their growth.  Ma Advait, the person in-charge of the program and also the main teacher of life knowledge sessions shared that the main task of the teachers of eN-Genius is “Not to hide behind the issues - let kids facing them”.

eN-Genius is the best way to experience the breakthrough – leaving their greenhouses, the comfortable zones because all kids are safe to go through their processes under the blessing of Swamiji.  They receive energy darshan every day from Swamiji HIMSELF directly that helps them to restructure their brains intensely.  Every kid is blessed to be there in the program as a commitment from Swamiji for sure.

It is not easy to take over the program, because it is a transformation for kids; it is not difficult as Swamiji always takes care of everyone in HIS program.  There is nothing to trust, but open the heart to experience every situation happened in the program with awareness.  It is ensure that these 21 days eN-Genius program must be the best gift to the beloved kids from their parents to let them first taste WHAT LIFE IS.

[13 August 2014] Daily 1 Click 每日一亮點


Keeping the space of possibility in you alive, awake,
in spite of the size and shape, quality and quantity, number of projects you need to do,
is "RESPONSIBILITY".
And when you live responsibility,
once you start gaining power and the being ripens,
manages to be in the space of possibility itself
and complete any number of projects,
that is called “MATURITY”.
From morning satsang by PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA
Tuesday, 27 May 2014 – “YOU ARE ETERNAL BLISS"



維持著你生存、清醒的景況,
不管你需要做計劃是甚麼規模、形狀、素質及數量,
就是「責任感」。

而當你有責任感地生活,
一旦你開始獲得力量和成果,
在可能性的景況中自身能管理
而完成任何數量的計劃,
那就稱為「成熟」。

來自尼希亞南達 (PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA) 早課
2014年5月27日(星期二)——「你是永恒的愉悅」

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] Three of Cups 聖杯三



Today Tarot Click:
It is a celebration for your personal achievement!
Others may not understand, 
but the most important is you ensure your own ability :)

今天塔羅亮點:
這是你個人成就的一個慶典!
別人也許不明白,
但最重要是你肯定了你自己的能力!

8.13.2014

[Camus In India] Blank Paper



About the connection with Master, where should it start to introduce?

It is a question every time when people asked me about the connection or relationship of Master – when did we start to connect? Or, had we connected?

If it said that the connection has been started since May last year, but something happened before were also related to HIM; so, let move backward more, then it was found that there was no exactly starting point – both of us has already stayed together alike.  After a year intensive practices, experienced the moment wanted to stick with HIM, this time met HIM in India again, the close distance existence in the material world – I was watching HIM; HE was watching me and the mind was blank like a paper.

It is so ease when the mind is blank.  I always enjoy it, especially sitting with Swamiji, empty mind is a piece of blank paper.  HE never puts something on this paper, but erases all from it.  Sometimes it is as empty as forgetting the most important thing: Who is HE sitting with me?  I totally forget who Swamiji is.

It is so interesting that people think I am crazy with this Indian Master – I just can say, Swamiji is so charming with HIS irresistible sun shining smile and HIS jokes always make people laughing lots! (The story of the GAS POT should be “acted” by HIM own self and all HIS stories were attractive because all of them just come from HIS heart!)

In fact, I am not a well-behaved student - I always cried for everything, opposed to the teachers deliberately, challenged authority, made teachers angry in different ways and laughed at them.  I was so repulsive that teachers could not do any punishments on me because my academic result was fair without hard-working; at the same time, I knew how to obey the school instructions carefully, so I rarely offended against the rules in school.  Teachers always loved and hated such student as me.  Some of them tried to catch me but found nothing could be complained my parents - just like a devil, a devil in angel-dressing who was not easy to handle.

Whatever teachers thought about me, their comments were always the same: to hate iron for not becoming steel.  I did not want to become steel! None of the teachers I met could show me the right direction to go, and they gave up on me finally – because I did not want to become steel!  I did not care what they thought or did, but I also gave up myself and my life finally.

The first time been to India to face Swamiji, I was still in full devil mind – I came for challenging HIM! Let see what HE could do!  In the beginning, Swamiji never glanced on me… I was wonder why as HE let me been there.  The first darshan of Inner Awakening, I was extremely fear in HIM and even could not walk to the stage.  My breath was taken away when I sat by HIM – never had the HUGE fear!  When Swamiji gave a hand out for darshan, I escaped spontaneously.  HE did not touch me finally and I was rushed to leave the situation, back to the seat and I started to ask myself: Why fear?

At that moment, I had an idea: a devil feels fear when it meets the REAL GOD!

I decided to prove the idea, so I prayed in my heart authentically – if there was God in this world where the space setting by HIM – please took away my fear – took away the tumor which avoid me listening to the truth!

It was a harsh experience.  The evening of the following day, we had meditation before darshan.  When the whole body settled down, it became hot and sweaty, and a sense of energy entered my body and tore something out from Mooladhara Chakra!  It was so painful but after that, I could go for darshan smoothly without any fear!

Then, I understood this teacher would not give me something, but take away what unnecessary from me!  The rest was the REAL me – a piece of clean blank paper, then do not need to write on it, but project all images on this screen as my wishes and creativity.

Till now, I still not a good student at all.  I am still learning with my crying noisily but at learn the blank paper here become more clean and the images showing on it more clear…

When I started to realize who I am, Swamiji started watching me, smiling to me, talking to me and answering my question – HE said, HE is a mirror only.


[小金在印度] 白紙



關於與老師的聯繫,應該從哪裡說起呢?

每次都有人問起我關於與老師的經歷的時,總有這個困惑——我們是甚麼時候開始聯繫起來的呢?又或者,我們也曾「聯繫」過嗎?

如果說是去年五月去印度親身面對他作起點,可是以前發生的事,他早已涉及其中了;那麼,再推前一點呢,發現根本沒有一個起點,彷彿從來都在一起。當經過一年密集式的實踐行動,經過了一段很想黏著老師的日子,這回在印度再次親身與他見面,那種只在物質世界存在的近距離接觸——我看著他,他看著我,腦海永遠是空白的,猶如一張白紙。

腦海空白一片的感覺是最自在的,我從來都很享受這個情況,尤其是在老師面前,思想就像一張白紙,他從來也沒有把甚麼添加在這張白紙上,反而是讓這張白紙愈來愈乾淨,有時候會乾淨得令自己忘記一件很重要的事情:面前坐著的這個是誰呢?忽然把眼前的老師都忘記了。

這是很有趣的事。人們都以為我為這個印度師傅而瘋狂——我只能夠說,老師的魅力值很高,他那個陽光一般的笑容,是無法抗拒的;他的笑話無論說多少次,永遠都會令人捧腹大笑(筆者按:重點是必須由他親自演譯,他那由內而外、而外而內的方法演技絕對「精湛」,因為都是發自內心的!)。

其實,我不是一個很乖巧的學生。我是那種很喜歡哭鬧,故意跟老師唱反調,挑戰權威,用盡方法挑起老師的怒火,然後不屑地嘲笑老師的那種可惡學生;而最可惡是,某程度上我很會讀書,成績比上不足,比下有餘,就是不會盡力而為,同時,我很會守規矩,似乎沒有犯過校規。面對我這個學生,老師們總是又愛又恨,老是被逮著要家訪,可是一面對家長,老師就啞著無法提出半句甚麼實際的壞事情要投訴。現在回想起來,我猶如一個小惡魔,就是披著天使袍的那種難以對付的小惡魔。

無論老師對我有甚麼看法,他們都有一個評語:恨鐵不成鋼。我本來就不想成鋼吧!未曾有一位老師可以真正把我引導到正確的方向,他們大都最後都是放棄了我——由我不成綱吧!我總是滿不在乎的,卻沒想過這個想法慢慢演變成自暴自棄的態度,最後對自己的生命也漠不關心。

當我首度去印度,親身接觸現在的老師,我還是一貫小惡魔的心態——我是來倒你台的!看你有甚麼本領!而老師從來也沒有看過我一眼……我好奇,為甚麼他不看我呢?他不是想我來嗎?還記得課程正式開始的第一個晚上,我們排隊到老師面前接受祝福,心裡莫名的恐懼由然而生,害怕得不肯走向他!好不容易才撐著身體走到他旁邊,我幾乎要窒息——從來也沒有嘗試過這種強烈的恐懼感!當老師要伸手過來祝福,我不期望地別個臉去避開——我想我大概是絕無僅有地避開祝福的參加者吧!最後,老師沒有碰我,讓我離開,我急急逃離現場,回到台下,我開始反問自己為甚麼如此恐懼?

當時,我有一個想法:只有遇到真正的神,惡魔才會產生畏懼!

我決定要驗證這個想法,於是心裡祈求真正的神——如果這個世界上真的有神,而這裡的確是神所設定的空間——就拔走我的恐懼——那個讓我避開真理的毒瘤!

這是第一趟痛苦的經歷。在翌日傍晚,準備接受祝福前,整個人都安靜下來的時候,渾身立即發熱冒汗,整個人都覺得不自在,而有一股力量彷彿伸進我裡面去要把甚麼扯出來的,掙扎了好一段時間,不知甚麼東西從脊骨末端(根輪的位置)被扯了出來,我才舒了口氣。然後,當我往老師那裡去時,發現前一天的恐懼都消失了,順利地走近去而正式得到了第一次祝福。

於是,我明白到這個老師不是要給我甚麼,而是要把不必要的都從我身上拿走!而剩下來的,就是那個我原來的自己——一張乾淨的白紙,以後也不必要把甚麼寫在紙上,而是把光影投射其中,隨心所欲,創意無限。

到現在,我還是覺得自己還不算是個好學生。認識我的朋友就知道,我還是那個經常胡鬧哭叫的小孩子,因為要學習的事情還有很多很多,但至少這張紙已比以前乾淨多了,投映在上面的影像愈來愈清晰了……

當我開始清晰了解自己是誰,老師便開始望向我,對我微笑,跟我說話,回答我的問題——他說過,他不過是一面鏡子而已。

對了,一直沒有提到老師是誰?他是尼希亞南達(PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA),我們都稱呼他作Swamiji,就是師父的意思。

[13 August 2014] Daily 1 Click 每日一亮點


Give a little time for inner awakening.
Every time your inner infrastructure, your innermost space –
I use the word “bio-memory” or “muscle-memory” –
that space looks inside its own existence and remembers,
recalls the root of the pattern, the root incident
when the pattern was developed itself is an illogical action,
that incident need not be responded to by creation of that pattern,
when that understanding comes,
every moment when that understanding happens to you,
“inner awakening” is happening in you!

From morning satsang by PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA
Saturday, 2 August 2014 – “YOU CAN NEVER BE DESTROYED"



讓內在覺醒多一點時間去發生。
每一次你的內在基礎結構、你的內心深處的空間——
我以「生物記憶」或「肌肉記憶」來代表——
那個空間望進去其獨有的存在,並記住,
回憶根源模式、根源事件,
當這個模式自身發展就是一個非邏輯的行動,
模式的產生毋須回應於那事件,
當明白到這點,
每個時刻當你明白到發生在你身上的,
「內在覺醒」就在你當中發生。

來自尼希亞南達 (PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA) 早課
2014年8月2日(星期六)——「你永不被毀滅的」

[Today Tarot's Click 今天塔羅亮點] 08 STRENGTH 力量


Today Tarot's Click:
Everything just complete with LOVE

今天塔羅亮點:
每件事只需以愛來圓滿

8.12.2014

[12 August 2014] Daily 1 Click 每日一亮點


Life, Kaala, doesn’t care about your concepts of Love.
Your concepts of Love is nothing but hypocritical,
beggar mentality which even you don’t entertain
when somebody else treats you in the same way.

Your concepts of forgiveness is only when you do mistakes,
not when others do mistakes.

Your concept of love is only when you need it,
not when others need it,
so, neither your concepts of love nor your concepts of forgiveness
or your concepts of compassion is available in life;
they do not exist in the dictionary of Kala.

From morning satsang by PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA
Sunday, 6 July 2014 – “LIFE IS MAHABHARATAN"



生命、時間,並不關心你對愛的概念。
你對愛的概念無非是偽善的,
正是那種如乞丐的心態,
當別人如此對待你時,你也不會樂在其中。

你對寬恕的概念也不過在於當你犯錯時,
而不是別人犯錯時出現所有的。

你對愛的概念不過是當你需要它,
而不是別人需要它,
因此,你對愛的概念、寛恕的概念
又或是在你生命中你對慈悲的概念;
這些都不會在時間的字典中存在。

來自尼希亞南達 (PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA) 早課
2014年7月7日(星期日)——「生命是MAHABHARATAN